Sunday, November 29, 2009


(i am thankful for my love for elephants)

yes, this is my first big holiday
since i turned 21
so i felt the need to be in the holiday spirit and give thanks

for those who don't know
this fantastic country via USA has a weird law that
you can smoke/drive/vote/marry without parents/watch porn (even make one lol) when you are 18 but you cant drink til youre 21
yea at times like this.. it sucks to be an american -_- haha
(cuz in my mother's land via Korea i could of started drinking like 3 fucking years ago >:[)

so this thanksgiving was just like any other (plus drinking wine legally haha)
first off, my awesome Korean parents do not feed me turkey on thanksgiving
YES, you read that correctly, no turkey on my thanksgiving!
ok before you start leaving ferocious comments about not doing the right thing on thanksgiving or that i am too asian and blahblahblah
my mom justifies this action by saying
"turkeys are too dry, whats the point of eating dried chicken" haha shes awesome like that
(no in reality im sure she just doesnt know how to cook that damn thing
and our oven is used as a storage device)
so yea we ate chicken and mashed potatoes (at least this was legit) and watched tv
I KNOW.. we are so damn holiday spirited woohoo
its unbelievable (that was sarcasm if you didnt catch it)

anyway i am very thankful for..
GOD (yes i am a faithful Christian, deal with it :D)
all the electronic devices that controls me (via blackberry/laptop/ipodetc)
CAR (this is very necessary in the world of Los Angeles)
McDonald's Iced Coffee Hazelnut (yea their food is disgusting but the coffee is some legit shit!)
all my plaid shirts/flannels (ive been getting a lil too much of these to the point where im 'collecting' now.. not 'shopping' lol)
NEW ERA caps (yes ladies, we just wear New Eras for bad hair days or when we are just too fucking lazy to do our hair & not go to salons)
DRIED MANGOES (okay seriously if you havnt eaten these before youre like missing out in life. no lie)
UrbanOutfitters/H&M/Heritage1981/Kitson/AmericanApparel/ZARA (i would be walking around NAKED without these guys)
Chipotle/Baja Fresh (okay i cant help it, theyre just fucking amazing i can eat it everyday)
patron & greygoose (im just kidding. no seriously i am haha i hate vodka or not :p)
my SANITY (yes, im still sane despite all the crazyshizzmuthaeffinballer stuff happening lately)
and lastly
the few readers of this blog :) lol

happy holidays
hopefully i'll be back before Christmas!


Tuesday, November 3, 2009

my fantastic 1950's.

i really really really love the 50's
the art and design from this period is sooooooo damnnnnn awesome

it's so significant to me cause everything seems so perfect from this time
the colors are so vivid and perfect
the fashion is so perfect, perfectly shaped and fitted
they are flawlessly groomed
they talk in a perfect tone
they use perfect words
everything is so damn perfect

at times it feels like folks from the 50's lived a life that was filled with sarcasm..
even to the point where it freaks me out cause they are so robotic
it's so perfect, it's so weird, yet it's so fantastic

i think 50's represent the perfect idealized human living..
humans that are so perfect that they are almost like robots
which leads to how futurism was so significant in this period
esp since it was a decade right before men were sent to the moon
what's crazy is that despite the fact its been 60 years since then
the futuristic living they imagined is still not available...
such a shame :/

but yea, i want that kind of perfect living..
living in my perfect little kitchen that bakes a cake in a heart beat
driving around the perfect car that talks to me
carrying a perfect lady on my shoulder singing tunes hopping around like a mad person
yea, that's what i call a perfect life. lol